Tired of being tired

I thought that when I quit my last job the one thing that I wanted most was really my degree and for me to get a job at a company where I felt most appreciated and where I could grow as an indivual and also help the company grow as well. I am beginning to feel as though all of my dreams where pipe dreams and know matter how hard I seem to try and know matter how hard I seem to push myself it seems as though I take two steps forwards and and one step back this has been so frustrating to me more than words. I have worked so hard to get my Bachelors degree with hopes that it was not all in vain but am beginning to think that all that work was a waist of my time and energy and now here I am in my second Masters degree class and I am wondering and praying at the same time am I continuing to waste my time and energy doing all of this for nothing. I just in the beginning wanted a better life for myself and my daughter than my previous job could provide for us and also provide more stability and do not see that happening. I see myself staring into a black hole of uncertainty. I have prayed several times for this to come to an end and hoped that even though there are others that are going through similar situations to myself to please let me be the one to be picked out of the several applications that the human resources representatives have to review, let there be something special that they like about me. I am hoping and praying that the lord hears my prayers and that this soon will end.