Saturday, April 23, 2011

A new beginning

A few months ago I started talking with someone that I have admired since I was 18 he actually emailed back to me which I thought was amazing. This actually got me thinking that with the way that things have been going the last ten months and with no chance of me having a solid romantic relationship ever in my life I have made the decision that as soon as Hannah turns 18 I am moving abroad to the United Kingdom and will live there instead of living the rest of my life here. I have made the decision due to several reasons the first is because of my exfactor and his family, I as soon as my daughter is born would like to get as far away from him as possible and get him and his family as much out of my life as possible, the second would be because of the fact that most recently I have been hurt in previously relationships and do not want that to ever happen again to me and finally I feel that with everything that has happened in American recently it would be the best choice for me and most likely the best choice for my daughter and will advise her to come with me to the UK and start college there. Hopefully she will want to do that and visit her dad when she has the time. maybe she will maybe she will not when she turns 18 I could care less. I know that this sounds really selfish but what Hannah does when she turns 18 with those people is totally up to her and has nothing to do with me. All I do know is that people eventually get what is coming to them and hopefully this will happen for me and hopefully this happen for the people who have hurt me in the past because at this point until Hannah turns 18 I have just one goal in mind to raise Hannah and then move overseas. Good luck to the rest of yous!!!

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