I have not felt this way nor have I thought about this for a long time but lately it seems that everyone seems to be getting everything that they are asking for but me is it because the lord is waiting to prepare me for someone special or because I am destined to be alone. Sometimes I have felt that even though I have not always been perfect in my life and have done things that are wrong I have suffered far worse than most in the sceem of things and sometimes at the hands of those who seem to seek enjoyment out of seeing me in pain. I spoke to someone yesterday who advised me to list my goals in life so here they are. I am going to list my goals and even though they may seem simple to some they mean the world to me.
1. Raise my daughter to be a strong, beautiful independent young woman who can be dependant on herself
2. Get a good job where I can be self reliant and self supporting and take care of my responsibilities and for the next 10 years raise my daughter and eventaully move after my adughter turns 18.
3. When Hannah becomes a teenager start getting my thoughts together and my passport together as far as what I need to do to move to the UK.
4. Finance a trip to the UK to look for apartments so that when I move to the UK when Hannah turns 18 I will have an idea as to where to move to
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